Tuesday, November 20, 2012

Tonight

sometimes,
emo just strikes
without any concrete reason.
feeling of being a supplant
hiding your own emotion
conflict between affordability and desirability
reviewing shortcoming within yourselves
seeing someone you love falling from sky
and being taken.

sometimes u do feel helpless
but have no idea to improve.
music is my companion tonight
a moodless night


Tuesday, October 23, 2012

梦想天空分外蓝

一天天的生活
一边怀念  一边体验
刚刚说了再见  又再见
一段段的故事
一边回顾  一边向前
别人的情节总有我的画面
只要有心就能看见
从白云看到  不变蓝天
从风雨寻回  梦的起点
海阔天空的颜色
就像梦想那么耀眼
用心就能看见
从陌生的脸  看到明天
从熟悉经典  翻出新篇
过眼的不只云烟
有梦就有蓝天
相信就能看见
美梦是个气球
签在手上  向往蓝天
不管高低不曾远离 我视线
生命是个舞台
不用排练 尽情表演
感动过的片段百看不厌
只要有心就能看见
从白云看到  不变蓝天
从风雨寻回  梦的起点
海阔天空的颜色
就像梦想那么耀眼
用心就能看见
从陌生的脸  看到明天
从熟悉经典  翻出新篇
过眼的不只云烟
相信梦想就能看见
有太多一面之缘  值得被留恋
总有感动的事  等待被发现
梦想天空分外蓝  今夕何年
Oh 看不厌
用心就能看见
从白云看到  不变蓝天
从风雨寻回  梦的起点
海阔天空的颜色
就像梦想那么耀眼
用心就能看见
从陌生的脸  看到明天
从熟悉经典  翻出新篇
过眼的不只云烟
有梦就有蓝天
相信就能看见
美梦是个气球
签在手上 向往蓝天
不管高低不曾远离 我视线
梦想是个诺言
记在心上 写在面前
因为相信 所以我看得见

这是我看到facebook 有人share 的一首歌
陈奕迅的一首歌
以前我听到这种太过励志的歌
我会起鸡皮疙瘩,觉得很肉麻
但不知为什么
这首对我来说很阳光很有充满希望的感觉
人生就该存有希望
因为那就是我们继续活下去的动力
Don't lose hope,
you never know what tomorrow will bring.


Saturday, October 20, 2012

324

A day to remember.
precious enough to be a part of record.
Skype day.
19.10.12



Friday, September 28, 2012

workingtogether

today i had a short discussion with my new coursemates
or to be specifically, new assignment group mates
one from Qatar, one from Hong Kong, and another two from Sri Lanka.
yea, no white over here.
they are grouped into another team by lecturer.
just within the time around forty minutes of discussion
im kinda sick of adjusting the atmosphere on the spot
we are not in the same track i think
or perhaps wrong channel or mindset
a totally dissonance experience.
uhmm quite a big difference compared to the time
when i was in taylor's.
And during the lecture at 5pm
out of sudden i miss those taylor's mates
everyone who did assignment wif me before
yea miss it tonnes at that time..
good to work with you guys
glad to learn from you throughout the whole process
Stella
Elaine
Kiat
Michelle
Von
Elise 
June
Jack
Kim

uhmm..
kinda miss y'all...


27.9.12

Wednesday, August 29, 2012

faith

28.8.12
today i went back to uni
request for some documents.
kinda lost when you have no class or schedule in uni
like a lost black sheep finding direction finding way out
u jst wanna find some place to sit and think what else can you do.
just the moment step into lakeside's library
and a short distance further
you've appeared in my mind
i dont purposely think of you but
it just feels good to have you by my side.
we used to lepak in library every morning last semester
even tho our class starts at afternoon.
every class, assignment group, lunch, seat, group study
nearly every moment in uni..
too often we've been together
most of the things were done jointly
the habits deep inside will not diminish
the togetherness within



Monday, August 20, 2012

位置

当你还在等待着对的那一个人时
朋友似乎变成了你最信任的人。
要找到可以倾诉和玩得起的友伴
的确需要一些时间和付出一些精神
机会这东西,不是时常都会出现
而且它像是一座桥梁
哪一边断了,就通不去了
你得等待别人无悔所给予你的机会
你给机会别人,也得视对方肯不肯接受。

如果有一天,你最好的朋友有了更好的朋友,你会比失恋还伤心吗?
以前,我以为没什么人会这么想
但其实,周围很多朋友都尝试过
会吗?



Wednesday, August 15, 2012

真实的过去

看了一出短片

" 虽然那些都是一些美好的过去
甚至都不能再回去
但至少当时候
我们都没有说谎
我们都很坦白"


Friday, August 10, 2012

trio

Three of us is not an usual bunch
we hardly form in this way tho.
I seldom meet u
even though u are just few miles away from ss15;
from topic searching to channel connecting
haha at least we are not awkward as in the first day.
you're like an undiscovered amber
environment made you become who you really are right now
different from my view back to form4
while that time im just sitting a seat in front of you.
during the stay over every night before sleep
both of us had pillow talk
haha while my good fren is sleeping at the top
we chat until eve of sunrise at 6.30
i was surprised that you have distinct and better understanding
in the concious of art, attitude, love and nature of life
good to refer various zen curiosity wif you
by the core of our spiritual and soul interest.
past experience influenced you to be the person you were meant to be
great to see you voiced out your ideology and what you've been through
and im glad you had shown your willingness to share without any hesitation
It's an exchange of energy within at the midnight
it feels good indeed.

Since the first monday in August,
after three nights of friends' staying over in my room
it marks an end of my ss15 place,
a small individual space that i live for 4 years from 09 to 12.
These couple of days three of us had a great time;
it will be noted that
both of you were the last batch of guests that i served.


a living life

for the first time,
i feel it in so noticeable manner
so obvious, so clear.
This time, i truly
feel your life's living.
Energetic, dynamic.

1.8.12

Monday, July 16, 2012

four days to go

It's a whole set again.
Moment like this wont be last long
it's all gonna end soon, very soon.
haha you're the one who made me tried the very 1st time
now every time when i have an ulcer i will think of you



I wish I was strong enough to lift not one, but both of us.
Someday I will be strong enough 
to lift not one,
but both of us.



Thursday, July 5, 2012

JalanPutra

today few of us went to KL
do some stuffs relevant to the coming year
I was told that
you are not that evil in treating your high school mates
Im the one who kena kacau this badly
i turn into a long face in the car
while you show your white teeth with smiley eyes. 
On the way back from kfc after using washroom,
your hand on my shoulder,
saying something affecting something touch.



" 诶 hong,我很高心认识你叻 "
" 你不要讲鸟话,你只是想玩死我而已 "
" 哪里有? 不要讲到酱叻我们是好朋友来的 "
" ................. "
" 像平时这样咯你帮我我帮你 "
" ................. "
真的叻
你是我的贵人叻。"
hmm...  ..
i put my hand back on your shoulder 
we walk back to the travel agency 
along jalan putra.
Mutual appreciation. 
4.6.12.




Tuesday, July 3, 2012

不要忘了我

你是第一个让我在大学图书馆打架的人
你是第一个让我在班上做第一排的人
你是第一个让我从八楼跑到停车场的人
你是第一个让我被老师在讲堂念出名字的人
你是第一个让我没做准备就去 presentation 的人
你是第一个让我和你不睡觉赶通宵 assignment 的人
  *****
普通朋友,好朋友,贵人,小人,陌生人
那天我们所聊到的话题。
  *****
facebook chat 的人物调动
  *****
在你家尝过最好喝的那一杯 cappuccino
  *****
726 那晚你弯回来在我家窗外哼歌
  *****
每早都去学校和你 lepak
  *****
没自律地赶 assignments
  *****

“ 终究会有一天 
我们都变成昨天 
是你陪我走过一生一回
匆匆的人间; 
有一天 
就是今天 
今天就是有一天 
说出一直没说对你的感谢。”


勿忘我
这句在小学纪念册出现最频密的三个字
多年以后还能如此直接地亲耳听到
感恩。
相熟的时间不久
遗憾彼此都没有 smartphone
错过了记录如此多的日常所发生的趣事..
很多时候,
我是相信你,才让你知道这么多
你给予我点滴,我会泉涌以报
什么都不欠你,就欠你人情。
你比我任何一个朋友都更牛更好玩更欠打
比他们都拥有更建设性的角度。
如题,
你常把这句话挂在嘴边
朋友我怎会忘了你
我会记得你
the fuckest friend i ever had.



Saturday, June 9, 2012

立场

一直以来,
都知道自己不擅长拒绝人
就因为这样时常没把事情搞清楚
这是我的缺点
也为我惹了不少憾事。

可能以前长期懒得理
现在越来越不怎么会反驳了。
就一直忍耐
没什么出口
时间一旦过了就也没那股力气去真正了解


我该活出自己的一套方式了
不该继续一直考虑到别人的看法和意见
该是时候善于说出自己的想法
不然,旁人不是疏于接近你
而是了解不到
我错了。



Monday, June 4, 2012

monday

actually yea
I knew our basic foundation is well developed
but i cant take it as a secured insurance
there is still some doubt
cause i hardly put full trust on oneself.
the capp and milk
where so much knowledge within,
you are willing to share and backtest to me
I looked so inexperienced in front of you.
monopoly deal made us stay up til late night
and i seen your behavior, determination and skill
luck is not by my side that night,
but i'll keep practicing
one day i will overtake you
not in -ve way but for my own self-development.
you say u shall not reveal the method to play smartly
if not i will be a constant winner haha.
i clearly understand the degree of your willingness to share
because through our conversation i can get the reason behind
that's one of the element i look up to you

You borrowed me something that i could never expect
and you treated it like nothing big deal
im quite surprise indeed
cause i know it will be a big hit if same thing happens
to any of my friends from my place of origin.
A day of air-cond malfunction in lakeside campus
gave an opportunity to screen out trustworthiness.
an unspoken veracity
just like another monday



Saturday, May 26, 2012

Forward


Press play, fast forward
non stop we have the beaten path before us
It was all there, in plain sight
come on people, we have all seen the sunshine.
We will never get back to
To the old school
To the old rounds,
it's all about the new found
We are the newborn, 
the one who wanna bounce.
We've come a long way since that day
And we will never look back, 
at the faded silhouette
We've come a long way since that day
and when you never look back
at the faded silhouette

Straight ahead on the pathway before us
Day by day, 
soon the change will come.
don't you know we took big step forward
Just either way
we're gonna pull the trigger

And we will never look back 
To the old school
To the old grounds
its' all about the new founds.
We are the newborn,
the one who wanna battle the sky.
We've come a long way since that day
and we will never look back, at the faded silhouette
We've come a long way since that day
and we will never look back
at the faded silhouette.




Monday, May 21, 2012

passengers

when I was in standard 4 or 5,
I think we can go beyond 15
at last we ended up at 13.

when I was in form2,
I think we can go beyond 17
at last we separate on that year
but we manage to pull back in these few years
and things go smoothly nowadays.

when I was in form4,
I think we can go beyond university level
at last we lose to distance and words
conflict happened at 19 as well
but now we are alright,
we are sensible enough to let go previous occurrence.

when I was 18,
I think we can develop together with our maturity
at last we had clash in idea
we are not that close anymore
only hi-bye and mild greetings will do.

since I was 17,
I think we can partner beyond age barrier
obstacles are not significant, which consensus that matters
but things are not that desirable after running for a long time
whereby people around start providing harmful incentives.

since I was 20,
I think we can go further that we can imagine
distance within distance can be overcome
everything is predictably optimistic
it's perfectly fine if similar engagements and behavior continue
where hope is ahead of us.



Tuesday, May 15, 2012

to you

all these while
I were shock with the fact back on that day
im glad that you have voiced out your secret
and i truly appreciate that.
then it comes to an observation frame.
I've seen all your post
and i cant figure since when could it possibly be 
but during the period of observation
the way you act in social network
I just couldnt accept it, yet.
Im now trying to learn not to publish pessimistic posts
but make it turn into a site where i write out my thoughts
when i  feel something that can please me in daily life.
your misinterpretation creates a serious antipathy towards u
i just cant help feeling hostile when gossip comes around
you got on my nerve
What to expect when you never understand me
and do something that could lead to misunderstanding?
Little effort, little interaction, little mutual understanding
that's what we had all these while.
Thankyou I do appreciate everything you did
but no point to continue staying in this gray area
we shall be no doubt in making things crystal clear
I think it's time to do the cut off.
Thanks.


Friday, May 11, 2012

distance

That day, we knew we will be following our own path
we are not heading to the same institution, 
hand in hand to gain knowledge under the same roof.
you sensed that earlier on
and we stare at the window
look at the moving crowd in commercial block, silence.
I never expect under such a short period
we could become that close whereby me and my friend can only achieve within two or three years
"we won't sit together like this if our personality doesn't match, 70% i would not wrong."
i know you did observe before approaching someone
I do not know how i pass your test of observation
but it is please and fruitful to be the selected one
Often, you are even more straight forward than some of my old friends
you hide nothing which is the element i prefer the most
You asked me, when was the first time we met?
to me its not a big deal to see the past but to forecast the future
it is always not in my core emphasis to concern the past 
enduring and long-term relationship is main issue 
Or perhaps to say, sometimes distance is effective in enhancing sustainability

Future is uncertain
no matter how will the ending be eventually, you'll still be remembered
a close friend whereby both of us have intimacy during my sem3 and sem4
You're a good partner of mine
We already have the depth, but not the length yet
if we know each other earlier, things might be different.
at least, i heard it through your mouth



Wednesday, May 2, 2012

amoveo

everything is so fine
its alright all the way long
until it comes to chatting in virtual platform.

" i really need you with me "
im quite surprise indeed
will consider about it deeply, truly deeply.

i can track who tells lies
we are so weak now
and we are stable currently
push and pull factor
N is the new T



Friday, April 27, 2012

opportunity

I like listening to lies when I knew the truth
do not fool me
or else i will fool u back.
Before this i have my principle not to trust ppl
when the fella does not has trustworthy
at least two times.
but now i listen to what my good fren said,
to trust people for the third time.
i am now giving the third chance.
i am watching yea
Friendship depends on how you behave.



Thursday, April 26, 2012

Vision

ya we had dinner
with the rain drizzling out of the restaurant.
last night,
i am more to a listener
with you as the speaker
talking about our future plan
and also thoughts on several circumstances.
i admitted, i move slower than you
to the way of mature response and appropriate thinking.
but im glad to hear that
at least in the whole batch of course mate
im the lucky one that u think i understand you
im grateful that you are that direct and straight forward
in delivering your mind with no barrier between us.
i think both of us share the value to appreciate each other
in the sense that we are actually doing mutual assistance to grow.
Our way of thinking are different in maturity and planning
im now putting effort to catch up
you experienced much interesting and valuable incidents than me
with all my humble i shall learn from you.
Try to be as open minded as possible
and never take things as granted but take thing easily when it falls.
what goes up must come down,
the principle that i deeply belief due to past experience.
i might not reminisce all the lesson you taught me
but at least i recognize some of my belief
is contradict to your idea which supported by solid evidence.
I know what you taught me; and i will remember it for sure.
4 hours of chatting during dinner and 1 hour of my first ever shisha
never thought we could made that long in this formation.

I view you as my mentor
all your advisory comment i would accept it.
you're helping me tons
towards great self-motivation and self-development.
with my silent promise i will never let you down.
there is no time to waste and this is the perfect time to grow
i shall no longer putting so much on caring those little thing
that can drag me from attaining triumph.
you trusted me among friends
to speak out your mind and share your knowledge.
You gained my trust
and i have great faith in you.
It is always my pleasure to learn from you.
God bless

Tuesday, April 17, 2012

balance

just like few weeks back,
my fren told me


" Life goes up and down
when the down time be patient and face it
you will learn something from there.
Do not afraid to learn during hard times.
Nothing is perfect.
Close and good friends mean to be supportive
and give you advise and forgive you when you did something wrong.
To me,
Good friend give unlimited support. "





I wonder that;
Not to talk about the bond between two parties but,
On what basis
goodfren shall give unlimited support?
Did you ever think of this before?



Thursday, April 12, 2012

a mentor

那天你说没事做
跑来我房开了电脑帮我安装了一个软件
一个具瞻仰性的软件
我能看出你对未来的安排
这也是我一向对你的推崇。
那天你教会了我很多事
虽然你不会告诉我全部
但我已学了不少
你很大方
我很感激。
但令我忧心的是,
你始终还是个KL人
看人很准
我并非带有色眼镜看你
但这里的人还需点时间才能看透
不知其实背后是否藏有任何动机
甚至不知道你所问的问题
究竟是在参考意见
还是在试探着我

although u are not a book smart student,
but it is so sure that u are a street smart person.
我欣赏你前瞻性的计划
虽然有时和你会有压力
伴君如伴虎
但在担心这小事的同时
我从你身上学到了更多
虚心学习,
你能从别人身上懂得额外知识
未来的我们能合作吧
谢谢你的信任。


Thursday, April 5, 2012

Irreplaceable

姐姐买狗了:))
之前思前想后
在帮新狗想名
姐姐想找个好听的 uk 地方名
直接称呼她第一只狗
最后决定叫 Ashton
一个地方名
很好听
很贵气
很适合
而且,它很巧地和我同天生日:)
可是中途发生了些事
姐姐退还了那只狗
他只和 Ashton 相处了三天
宠物店答应会换一只我们满意的
后来找到了适合的狗儿
在想,是否还是要叫回原本的名称,
我们花时间为了第一只狗想的名称。
过后的我们选到第二只狗,
特地叫人放了 Ashton
那次是我和它初次见面
玩了一阵子它就翻躺了表示服从
呵呵感觉很投契


Ashton 就是 Ashton
它永远都不会是现在新选中的小狗,
就算那称呼是为了家里的第一只狗
就算它也只和我们相处了三天
但它还是它,永远都不会是过后陪伴我们的那一只。
在欢迎 Chester 之际,
没有任何一只狗能够顶替 Ashton.
Same to you.


Time can be occupied,
but people can never be replaced.
you'll still be you
Irreplaceable.

Wednesday, March 28, 2012

不胜寒

不深其表,
不知另有杏林村。
今天要不是你带我进去
我的视野可能没那么开阔
原来就算夕阳不烈,
朵朵云层也能很雅致。
傍晚我们坐在洋灰条上
谈话不会太频密
就淡淡地散聊看燕子。
我向远方望去看云
偌大世界
其实还有很多东西很漂亮
没什么需要执着吧...
现实和希望
还是会有落差;
舍不得
并不代表放不下吧
我还是我

望燕雀翔宇玩乐
观远方浮云各异
悉数红尘琐碎
此落花谁忍堪摘?


Monday, March 26, 2012

家用电话

才几分钟前
我们通电了
讲了超过一个小时
近三个小时
其实有点意外
以前的你真的太忙
又鲜少上线
很难和你沟通
现在你的假期已接近
我们难得地聊了许久。
我好期待在不久后
我们三人能好好出来聚餐
聊聊天拍拍照。
你激励了我
也教会了我
什么才是真正值得介意
其实什么才是最重要的。
谢谢你
让我发现到在低潮时期
其实你们还在。
就算有一段日子没联络
也能感受你们的温暖
毕竟,
不能诉苦的朋友,其实还算朋友乎?

一条铜线,
连接了怀念的最好时代;
用家用电话聊天
我们回到了我们的时代。


Wednesday, March 21, 2012

不动制动

其实很庆幸
那时和一位朋友翻脸时,
自己沉得住气
没在这写他坏话
不去乱乱宣扬一切
保持着冷静看待的心情
让这件事淡淡过去。
或许君子交绝不出恶言
这件事很重要吧
我忍着
并不代表我很好受
只是我觉得
没有不需要不忍的理由
没人知道以后的事,
搞砸了,
日后不是自打嘴巴
把自己弄得更糗?
在尽可能的范围下
退一步
我永远的原则。

Monday, March 19, 2012

dream

before that,
i dont believe that
hope is a motive to drive people continue living with their life
my thought was
everyone has their own life to live with
and individuals would definitely have to deal with it
but now i understood,
everyone is chasing their dream
everyone lives with hope
a hope that will lights up their direction
a motive,
or a reason to make their life valuable.
finally tonight,
i felt this feeling personally
deeply.

Friday, March 16, 2012

那两个人

今天聊了还好
不会很健谈
但不会太少
毕竟我们并不太常见面。
透过你的话才知道
原来他有告诉你一些我告诉他的事
他也对我没太大意见。
而你不必说
我们都各自清楚对方
都是各自倾诉的对象。
只因我觉得
你们两都算可靠
都算真诚 :)
觉得当自己走投无路时,
你们会是我最后的堡垒。
你们之间的联络也好
至少能让你们知道
在一群朋友之中
我很相信你们两个人。

Tuesday, March 13, 2012

步步惊心

现在的我
在 main campus 对面的一间咖啡馆
这里很有感觉
很多书籍
咖啡器材
沙发
甜点
花茶
很放松。
我下午就到这里了
觉得这里很有意思
很有台湾咖啡馆的感觉。
只是自己
从早就有在担忧着一些事
搞到自己并不完全享受
刚才吃晚餐,
叫了一碗平时很爱吃的干捞面
送上来
才发现自己还在忧心那件事
没什么胃口吃。
我和朋友去
很快地我就吃完了
只是吃完后的空档我想了许久
其实自己并没有什么胃口
我是吃得很快
但是,
吃进去的食物
经过了味蕾
并没什么味道。
现在的我
真的很没有胃口
真的很没有心情
心很寒
很寒..


Monday, March 12, 2012

脸色

我不爽你的话
我不会反驳你
也不会顶撞你,
我会让你
迁就你让你赢;
一次又一次地。
只是当我到了自己的极限
我就会准备离开你
一声不响的。
我不会给你任何交代
不给你任何解释
就是之前的经验
就已足以让我反感了。

这是我的作风。
不管对哪一方公不公平
我给予的机会
就是每次在我不满意时,
脸上摆的那副脸色。
或许,
察颜观色
很重要吧。

Thursday, March 8, 2012

三人行

今天和朋友去了询问中心
问了一堆问题
填了一些表格
只是过后,
听到了一些坏消息

我这个朋友
我一向对他评价很高。
他不精于读书
但却很有思维
懂的事很多
也不只停于吹牛
他是会去采取行动的人。
交际广,不怕生
做事也没什么条件
只是,大学要求的是
成绩好的学生
我能感受到他的紧张
但至少,他知道下个学期他得用功读书了。
要三个人一起进同一所大学,
现在在等判官是否接受他的另一只脚
能否与我们踩入同个门阶。

说实在
我已有了心理准备
也已有了未来憧憬
过后做功课去旅游的打算
也加了你们的影子
我可不希望就这样销毁
我想和你们同所大学。
只是现在必须等是否接受的决定
有太多的不确定性
等待,
很闷。


Thursday, February 23, 2012

背影

今天下午开始在看婆婆煮菜
边看边记边学
要不然去了英国不知道怎样下厨
煮好了
就把菜肴装进铁容器里
送去昔小给堂妹们作午饭
hmm..
我呆看了几秒
想回去以前我小学时
妈妈都在下课时徒步走到学校
给我们喝也是装在容器了的 milo
是咯,
以前比较随便
喝了一杯就搞定
以前我也是大个儿
我也不知道为何一罐 milo就可以填饱我的肚子..
以前在那十几分钟里
我跟妈妈都会闲聊
讲在那天被哪个老师鞭了几下
几样功课忘记做被罚站
数学又拿了多少分


铃声一响,
又得回班上课。
妈妈又是时候回店上班
还记得上楼梯时
我总会停下脚步
回头望望妈妈
直至看不见踪影了,
才会乖乖坐在自己的位子。
都回不去了;
好想再回到当时
妈妈准时地站在那壁画下等待我下课
完成使命后,
手提着那罐 milo 步行回店..
妈妈的背影。
:')

Monday, January 30, 2012

a hundred

我留了这篇很久
但是因为时间拖太久
已忘了一些遗漏了一点
就想说说那件事后的想说的话
但感觉已没如此地浓了..
没关系,就当作做个记录:)
那时你联络回我
然后又突然间地和好得如此快
连好友们都讶异
中学朋友甚至大学朋友问起我原因
我语塞。
我以为,
一切都会有一点点的希望
但是看了电话电脑
你还是没有忘记他。
人说,
得不到的东西最珍贵。
他是你得不到的人
你也是我得不到的人
或许说,
他已移情别恋
你假设还在等着他
我也已没必要等你。
之前我还有点怀疑甚至提防
你们会有复合的机会
但几天前我和他出来
他一直拿着电话按个不停
我知道,他有新对象了。
而你,却是我猜不透的人
打从去年十一月我们联络回
我们每天都在sms
但之前你fb inbox 了我
怕我误解了你的意思
hmm
我喜欢你的事,你已经懂了
但什么原因还来找回我
是真的朋友,还是玩我利用我
你很难懂..超级难懂。
你是那个把事情做到最绝的人
但又是转头倒向我的人
你到底想怎样
刚和好的那段日子,
我甚至对你有所避忌
我不知道你在想什么
我不知道你的目的
我不知道你当初离开的原因
种种,很多..我都不清楚。
有些痛, 說不出來, 只能忍著, 直到能夠慢慢淡忘。
东西坏了,可以修
人情坏了,难补修

之前你的绝情
其实已经能够让我忘怀你了
但你的回归,让我又有丝丝涟漪
甚至多了一份希望。
这次可能也是我想多了
但如果问到我那个人
奇怪地我还是会提到你
地球几亿几千万人
你就是那个我会想念的人
我会等,但不会太久
就到九月。
待我飞时,我会放下吧。
喜欢,是一种心情;
爱,是一种感情。


oya, this is the 100th post
for you.

Sunday, January 1, 2012

冷水

不要让我觉得,
我们只会一起玩人。
以前的你,
就算意见不合
也不会像现在那样地泼冷水。
我知道你上次说过我这缺点,
我了解了也有在改善了。
至少,
以前你会聆听
会把自己放在那状况里
然后有时也会给给意见。
但现在的你并非如此
最近的你开始会一直泼我冷水了。
有时心血来潮想和你分享一些事
给你这一盆水泼下来
搞得我根本没心情和你倾诉。
人不可能没有情绪
情绪发泄可以,但不是攻击。
人就是有时候因为互补
才会成为好朋友。