currently im in newcastle
yea back to this place
which i not suppose to be at this time.
i shall travelling for more than a month
right after my graduation
according to my ori plan.
when you told me its on 29th aug
my heart fell
i was thinking like
no more prague
no more budapest
no more german
no more espana
no more suisse
it will be my biggest regret
if i come over brit and study here
but never went to swiss
i sacrifice santorini
and make the option to visit my dream swiss
but now it is just not possible.
its so heartache when i saw friend posting pictures in her swiss trip
i save my money on food throughout the past eleven months
wish to get a better journey during summer trip.
i shall be travelling up to fourteen countries
now i could only go up to five countries
dafuq.
what to do
as a youth traveller as a backpacker
it is necessary to have at least two persons travelling
travelling alone looks cool but nah
u will found everything is so inconvenient
u need a person to watch out ur backpack when u're in toilet
u need a person to share the cost or entrance fees sometimes
u need a person to look after you when u sick in the trip
fuck yea; i have the correct travel partner
but now my plan ruined, completely ruined.
i will never blame my travel partner
as he is my chosen one.
i feel disappointed and dissatisfied with the whole situation but
i just cant blame him
it is just meant to be like that.
you know he is the perfect person to travel with
you know the trip will have much fun because of him
but now u just couldnt begin the journey because of him as well
imma just frustrated
but nothing i can do, neither him.
fuck.
tonight imma quite moodless
it is a month of misery ahead of me
i know what i want, but i dunno what to do
i have no plan now...
feel like wanna get a gap year
perhaps this is the only option
to go backpack, to yolo before work
so confusing
so down now
what can i do next
what shall i do next
fuck this shit.
