立场

一直以来，

都知道自己不擅长拒绝人

就因为这样时常没把事情搞清楚

这是我的缺点

也为我惹了不少憾事。

可能以前长期懒得理

现在越来越不怎么会反驳了。

就一直忍耐

没什么出口

时间一旦过了就也没那股力气去真正了解

我该活出自己的一套方式了

不该继续一直考虑到别人的看法和意见

该是时候善于说出自己的想法

不然，旁人不是疏于接近你

而是了解不到

我错了。

monday

actually yea
I knew our basic foundation is well developed
but i cant take it as a secured insurance
there is still some doubt
cause i hardly put full trust on oneself.
the capp and milk
where so much knowledge within,
you are willing to share and backtest to me
I looked so inexperienced in front of you.
monopoly deal made us stay up til late night
and i seen your behavior, determination and skill
luck is not by my side that night,
but i'll keep practicing
one day i will overtake you
not in -ve way but for my own self-development.
you say u shall not reveal the method to play smartly
if not i will be a constant winner haha.
i clearly understand the degree of your willingness to share
because through our conversation i can get the reason behind
that's one of the element i look up to you

You borrowed me something that i could never expect
and you treated it like nothing big deal
im quite surprise indeed
cause i know it will be a big hit if same thing happens
to any of my friends from my place of origin.
A day of air-cond malfunction in lakeside campus
gave an opportunity to screen out trustworthiness.
an unspoken veracity
just like another monday