Friday midnight
Straight forward
This is the element i lack of
and this is the point that sparks quarrel between us.
In the kitchen
u expressed your dissatisfaction and disappointment
yea i fully understand it is my fault
but now i know
how much weight a promise means to you
how significant a personality of straight forward means to you
it is like air around us
you dont speak it out, but u practice it unconsciously.
along the two hours talk
we voice out nearly everything
any issue, any criticism and any appreciation
that both of us had in our mind
we had our voices and volume raised
it had certainly disturbed my flatmate
but what a healthy conversation it is
It was quite amount of fictions during the talk
but i dont really mind
at least at the end of the session, we smiled.
Yea i said it that night
i value you much
even more than many of my hometown friends
imma so glad that within this ten months
as our friendship grows and develops
you place me a position in top5 of your list
thanks mate, you deserve a top five place as well
or even further ahead.
I had never been so straight forward to anyone ever in my life
neither to any of my high school friend, nor uni friend.
what a deep and quality conversation we have
through this we understand, and we learn.
the summer trip to be the wonderful finale for this whole freaking year
from the time we know each other in Jazz bar to deep talk in each other room
from the time we cook dinner together to done packing for our travelling
hell yeah what a precious time we have
imma looking forward to any potential possibility to work on in msia
as what you said,
with trust and effort
we can do a lot of things.
a night with appraisals and arguments
it is like a friendship confession
a day worth to record down.
People will remember, if they were prominently treasured and valued.
I will remember for sure
when the moment I ask you
" eh, actually who will you travelling with during your summer trip har? "
" huh? I'm expecting you leh,
not mer?
how about you? "
not mer?
how about you? "
